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Title: Could I be?Please help
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Blog Entry: Hey everyone I am new hear and am desperately seeking some advice and help. About a year ago I miscarried at about 10 weeks. Because I was young, I looked at it as a blessing in disquise. As the months wore on, I realized how much of an impact the miscarriage had on myself as a human being. I am not the same perosn I was then and I feel I grew and matured. I have been on birth control since last november. I think I need a different method because I almost always mess it up one way or antother. Whether i start a day late or forget to take a pil and take it in the morning. For the past few months my period has been off. I remember one month i started bleeding a week or two early. Two months ago I had a short, light, brown period if you know what i mean, and this month i had brown spotting one day. I have been having sex with my boyfriend of 7 years! unprotected. My period was suppose to have ended over a week ago and my nipples are still very tender. They are an off color, howeverr that could be from my past period. The only reason I think i am freaking out, is because i have been emoitional. I cry at almost nothing and get very aggravated easily. That is how i was durring my previous pregnancy. I havent really been eating much lately and ahve been stressed out, so i dont know if that could be the reason for everyhting. I know I should take a test, I just dont know if i can handle it. Do you think its possible taht I am psychologically imaging these symptoms? Could I be so upset still about miscarrying, that i have subcosciously tricked my mind into thinking i wasd pregnant. My friends won't listen, i just need someone to talk to.