Title: Is it time?
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Blog Entry: So I went to a health clinic and got a urine test, and it came out negative. Maybe I am going crazy and psychologically tricked my self into thinking that I was? I still feel the same though. Buts are so soar, irritable, nautious, weird pangs in my lower abdomen. I guess everything has another reason besides pregnancy. I guess my period is just absent because I am stressed? I don't think I took a test to early, and in my last pregnancy I found out at 3 weeks, so I really think I can rule out pregnancy. I just feel that I am ready. I am still young and in school, I have a little over a year to go, but I want one. When I got pregnant last year, I wasn;t sure if I was ready, and I wasn;t and I think that is why god took it away from me. The past year I have grown so much and feel so empty and lost. Something is missing from my life and I don;t know what to do about it.
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