Title: On My Mind. (Random)
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Blog Entry: As I was sitting in that green-walled room, staring at the dingy linoleum floor, a door suddenly opened. Thinking it was the gynecologist coming out to call me in, I looked up, only to find myself gasping. A woman walked out of the office ... she was already heavyset, and her t-shirt had been rolled up just below her enormous breasts. Just below that rolled-up t-shirt and her rolled-down sweat pants bulged a giant hard belly, as big as two basketballs, so round that it looked as if all the skin around it would rip away at any second, and traced down the center by a line so black it looked charcoaled in. The woman waddled like an elderly person, as if she were ill, a pain grimace across her face with every step she took. I stared at her belly in horror and began furiously checking my watch trying to calculate the probable functionality and failure rate of the morning after pill if I took it right at that precise moment. I don't know how pregnant the woman was, or why she was at the gynecologist's office, or where she waddled off to. All I knew was that if I wasn't called in soon, I was going to break down the door of the gynecologist's office. I swore to myself that I'd buy Plan B in bulk in the USA when I next returned home. Now I'm pregnant, and that woman comes to my mind over and over again. I'm terrified of being that big, of having that much pain in taking a simple step, and wondering how long I'll have to endure a similar condition. I'm even more afraid of what comes after...
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