Just took another hpt and it came out NEGATIVE........I seriously can't take on this drama anymore...............I GIVE UP.....I don't plan on saying anything to my husband cause am just gonna break down in front of him again......even though am crying right now.........
I know it's going to be hard giving up but after six almost seven years, I just don't have what it takes to continue trying anymore.......Maybe I wasn't meant to be a mommy......The hardest part for me is being around my sister who is almost seven months pregnant and we were going to adopt her baby before she decided to keep it after all.......I feel so empty inside........What am I really living for? Maybe my calling is for something else.........Right now I wish I were on an island all by myself..............
I HATE THIS & I GIVE UP.................................................
first off you sound very stressed out and giving the reasonse behind it is very understandable but your body kills sperm when your stressed out so you have to try adn relax at all times....maybe go to your dr and get a blood test do u have any symptoms or late for your period? if so do the blood test i had a false neg hpt its very easy to get false results as they are very picky on how or when you use them....you should consider adoption there are many babys out their that need loving familys because theirs coudln't care for them or didnt want them....im sure if you talk to your husband he will understand what your feeling....and he can help....i am praying for you......
Thanks guys for all the support....It's really hard and I've been feeling so loney lately....I plan on going for an ultrasound soon to see what's going with me.......Am really tired of doctors and seeing babies and pregnancy.....It just depresses me even more.......But I am really happy for all those of who have had success and do wish you all the best and happiness that parenthood can bring......Now I just spend more time researching on PCOS and how to get better......None of my doctors have really helped me out with this situation so I guess I gotta keep trusting God no matter what....After all He is the giver of life.....Maybe just maybe one day I'll be a mommy too........
Dn't give up my dear. Jus thank God u have a wonderful, understanding husband..One day you will be a mom l promise, God hears your prayers & crys,, hang in there galfrand it is well.... Praying for you, God is control............
l'm so sorry my dear, but dn't give up,gods tym is the best. God gives & takes, l'm a perfect example,, l spent six yrs of my marriage trying to have a baby but to no avail. But l'm happy to tell u l had been soooo patient, sometyms crying askng God why mie ! finally God heard my prayers l'm 9wks preg tis week, so dn't worry jus let it flow,, l understand how u feel l have been there.. Adoption is also gud & u knw miracles do happen u will have ur own one day.. u can try fertility pills, they worked for mie....... Take Heart my dear l'm praying for you!!!!!
Don't give up Leah. Where's that fighting spirit i admire so much? Let go of those thoughts. It's hard but, you're strong. For now, just concentrate on your family and God. And of course you should let your husband know, you shouldn't be alone at this time. And, adopting like yummy mummy said is a great idea. You can be a mummy to one little baby that so desperately needs a family. There are women who have chosen that and, have gone on to suddenly start having kids of their own. Meanwhile, shower kids and babies you know with all the love you can muster. God bless.
AWWWWW hunnii, i am so so sorry, i cant even begin to imagine what you are going through!!! As you said you were going to adopt your sisters baby, have you thought about adopting in general? or even surogacy (sp?) ? && PLEASE dont think you wernt meant to be a mummy, cause i think you ARE!!!
