Hi all, What a wk ive had!!! It all started last fri when i started going into labour at 26wks, and thanks to the wounderful staff at our local hospital they were able to slow them and then finally stop the contractions all together, so thankfully i didnt have to be away from my son and husband for too long!! They are hopeing i can make 37wks so i have hopfully 10wks left! But unfortunatly the contractions i was having didnt help our little man get into the right position he is still liying across my hips (bum on left and head to the right), i have an u/sound on tues to make sure everything is still progressing ok and the dr said that if he doesnt move soon then i have to consider "other" options!!! And to make matters worse, while in the maternity ward there was a newborn in the next room crying its little lungs out and all i wanted to do is pick it up to stop it from crying, and then 2days later my boobs got rock hard and i started leaking......the midwives said that yes my milk had "come in"!!! So here i am worrying about my baby, and my milk coming in and trying to rest and get everything else done, that i broke down last night and just cryed for what felt like hrs!!! AND today when i had my morning shower i noticed my boobs looked like the had gotton smaller, so NOW im worrying if ive now lost my milk and if ill be able to b/feed as i want to do it so badly!!!
I feel like im losing control of things, ive been really down today, ive been snapping at my son over the smallest and stupidest things!!! Ive been talking to my hubby but i feel he doesnt know what im going through and my mum says everything will be ok, she wont actually talk to me about it!!!
So this is where im at at present and its driving me crazy.
Hope everyone else is going ok
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