Hi there guys...
So my sister is due anytime from now and I have been doing alot of thinking...She's expecting me to show up at the hospital, but I don't think I'll be able to do it...How am I supposed to look into this baby's face and feel love....He/She was supposed to be mine...I was supposed to leave the hospital with He/She in my arms....(We still don't know the sex..)
I have played this over and over in my head...I just may go to see that they are both doing ok, but am not gonna stay...It's gonna be too difficult, especially with people around congratulating her....
I know am just gonna burst out in tears already...I know that's what's gonna happen to me so instead of making a fool of myself, am gonna make my visit very brief...
I guess either way it would be difficult for one of us.....
She's supposed to have a C-Section so am praying everything goes well and that both she and baby will be healthy........
