Well... It's almost here. Possibly a cat3 or 4 when it hits. We haven't had a direct hit like this one is projected to be in 10 of 15 years. This could be very bad... but then again it could end up being nothing like all the others. I just hope we don't lose power... I just filled the freezer. That would be a lot of waisted food. You never really know what to prepare for. Most of the time they say it's gonna be this horrible thing and everybody freaks out and all we get is some rain... I dunno. I DO know that I'm glad I filled my tank yesterday. Every place is sold out now, even the little rinky-dink gas stations that are really just selling you 50%gas 50%water. And the grocerie stores... oh my. You would think that all these people have in their house is lunch meat. All of the water, toilet paper and canned goods are sold out. We have enough to live off of for at least a week without power and I haven't bought anything new. I think people just freak out too much.
I am only really worried beacause the condos I live in are 25 years old and not very sturdy. And I'm on the top floor. Maybe saturday morning I will wake up to a tree in my livingroom... who knows. But we are prepared and I know everything will be okay. Even if something does happen to our home, it's just our house. God won't leave us stranded. He never has. We will have a place to go.
Well... that's about it. Say a little prayer for those us here in Houston. Hopefully it wont be as bad as they expect.
I'm new to this thing and I just really need a place to vent right now. My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for 9 months now and still nothing has happened. We haven't told our families that we are even trying because we knew it might be difficult going into this. I try to remain hopefull and keep the idea that if God wants me to have kids it will happen... when he's ready. And maybe that's what's wrong. I want it now. We've wanted for a while and Have done everything to make it happen. The good news is that our sex life has improved greatly. We have a lot of fun trying to make a baby.
I've taken the ovulation tests every month as well as just keeping track of days and temperatures and everything to know the right time to make it happen. It's just frustrating every month when my cycle starts again. It's kind of depressing and I don't even have anybody to talk to about it. Our parents started hounding us for grandbabies as soon as we got married 3 years ago. It's just hard.... I don't want to have to tell them that it won't happen.
Last month I had every sympton. I am always like clockwork and was 4 days late. I had heartbut=rn really bad and I have never had heartburn in my life. At first I thought I was having a heart attack. My breast were swollen, I was exhausted and I just didn't feel like myself. Kind of airbrained. I kept thinking it was just me wishing and hoping so I waited 5 or 6 days after I was supposed to start before I took a test and when I did it came back negative. I started 3 days later.
Sometimes I just think God is up there laughing at me. Teasing me becaus4e he knows how bad we want this. It's hard to stay possitive. Sometimes I just want to give up and stop even trying because what's the point in getting my hopes up. I just need someone to tell me that one day it will happen....
For now at least I have my kitty...
