So here I am at 12 DPO, not late yet and got a BFP.....I should be super excited but I am so scared that I will have AF start anyways. Almost exactly two years ago i went through a M/C at 11 wks, so now I am not excited, more scared. My husband took it pretty hard last time and I really want to spare him from that pain again, yet he is so happy about this pregnancy so here I am in quite the dilemma, I want to be happy but am finding it so hard to be that way. This neutral attitude is rubbing off on my DH, like he is afraid to be happy around me. As for my 14 year old daughter, she is a typical teenager, has so much going on at school with her cheerleading, student council and homework. I think it wont really hit her about the pregnancy till I am about to deliver... So I guess only being 4 weeks along (from LMP) I have a very long journey ahead of me, a DH new to the baby world (this will be his first), a teenage girl (can we say emotional!!) and then me, super spaz, grumpy with out sleep shop-a-holic Kari!
This Crazy TTC journey has had its up and downs but now at least we are starting the pregnancy part. I have had blood work done at 11dpo was at 38 and going back in on Tues. Sept 23rd to see how my numbers are doing. Outside of this nagging feeling that we are having twins, I hope that we will get a u/s to see what is going on, plus I was on clomid 50 mg so I am guessing my doctor will want to check me out. That has me a little scared as well.
I would love more than anything just a healthy baby one or two, but I keep having these dreams of Triplets....so when I find out the nitty gritty details I will let everyone know!!! 
