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My son Allan was born on sep. 20TH at 8:02 am by c-section he was 20 in 7 lbs 15 oz he wakes up every 2 hours like clockwork thanks for your thoughts will try to post some picks soon
we found a bigger camper to live in that is alot bigger and better than what we are in now and we got married on the 26th so i am verry happy about that and we have like 9 days left till the baby is here so we are doing better thanks to everyone who has helped me thru and good luck to all the other moms out there and i will post maybe 1 more time before baby 
so my C-Section is set for 9-20-10 so yay im happy baby is doing well and this is my last one getting my tubes tied my baby shower will be on the 21st of this month  we are sooo happy thanks to all who have been there and kept my hopes up and good luck to all you new moms 
we are getting used to our new home but are trying to get a 5th wheel instead because we cant get out of here so we will have to stay but the kids will get taken if we dont get a better trailor to live in so send us your best wishes and thanks to all my mommy friends have a good one
so its been about a month since i wrote last (seems like alot longer) but since my last blog we have moved into a 14 foot camper and have our 75 pound chocolate lab and our 8 week old kitty and now are looking at having to go back to my parents house with my step dad who i still havent forgiven and dont know if i can or maby i just dont want to he could have killed my baby and i dont think that forgivable to put sutch a tiny life at risk any how i only have 7 weeks left and now am getting scared and my "fiance" keeps looking at porn wich i have always had a problem with because it makes me feel not good enough and my doctor is pushing me to get my tubes tied and i dont know if i want to 4 babies by c section makes the uterous weak and i understand that but im only 22 what if in 5 years i want another baby and cant and i wont have13000 bucks (that is todays prices) to get them untied so im not sure but on the other hand it would be nice to not ever have to worry about a condom again (im allergic to ALL birth control) but im not sure my fiance eaven cries whaen we talk about it sorry its so long i just needed to vent i guess  thanks for listening
this week has been the worst ive ever had on tus. my step father who we live with at the moment freaked out on my fiance and punched me in my face twice and slaming me into 4 diffrent book shelves brke my nose in 2 places and now am having problems with the baby at anly 6 months he would barley survive my fiance trying to protect me from getting hit any more steped in and my step dad tackled him and split his ear open which had to have 9 stiches and a really bad sprained wrist and to top it all off my 3 kids saw the fight and are so scared of everything now and we are house hopping now because my step dad cannot be within 1000 yards of us so when he is here we have to go to my fiances grandparents house and stay in a truck camper or sleep on the floor my step dad went to jail because the state pressed charges even tho we didnt and my mom is having a hard time because she has to choose who is here and who is not her husband or her daughter and grand kids i dont even know what to do i just need to get it out the hospitial wanted to call socail services but that is someone i dont need in my life right now 
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Posted On 05/30/2010 15:03:59
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so we are having some hard times i cant hardly stand being at my moms anymore i want to find my own place again we dont get much money and and we are having trouble with our dog cuz he is just a big pup and doesnt listen i have to have a tooth pulled on the first of june and am having problems with the shots they were giving me and have to have a vaginal supository that i dont feel are working ive had some cramping and stuff tired irritable and just dont feel good im just so frustrated and dont know what to do anymore 
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